I think one of the worst feelings in the world, right behind heart break, is that disgustingly empty feeling you get, right after you spill your heart out and lay all your cards on the table. Right after you get the courage to say everything you have been feeling and be completely and recklessly honest Its that feeling you get right after you risk everything, and he just walks away. Because then you realize that you just lost. You lost everything you didn't even know you had when you said,
"what do I have to lose?"